I lie flat on my back,
and you are there in the molding around the lampshade;
I roll onto my left side, and you roll there with me;
asleep awake asleep awake
the tinny seconds leap over each other
and fall in a heap.
I close my eyelids, and you are behind them;
I turn to the window you tried to unlock,
and there you are,
slotted in amongst the panes.
At 3am, the pillow is you.
I force it close, hating it.
Your eyes are strange and yellowish.
Your eyes are amber, with dead insects inside.
I cannot trust your jaundiced eyes.
My blue ones don’t speak their
Lapis and amber,
trying to speak a language
that may as well be made of stone.
My eyes are Prussian blue, yours are ancient tree sap.
Is it any surprise, then,
that we should peck and bow
at each other’s words
like click-clack fowls
ducking for grain?
Your body speaks a language foreign to mine;
my body speaks through touch;
yours speaks a language of mime.
Your mimicry makes me afraid.
It seems that you might commit any crime,
as long as there are no fingerprints